

“This is the end, beautiful friend.
This is the end, my only friend, the end…”
On the van ride home from Mesa Verde, Jim Morrison’s dark anthem flowed through my brain like water seeking the lowest level. The famous cliff dwellings look impressive, but they are the last gasp of a culture in the grip of change. People gathered in fear of each other and built imposing structures to give them peace during hard times, but even this was not enough in the end. For a people tied so closely to nature, the natural exhalations of climate breathed and withdrew the gift of life.
Are we truly so different? Our culture would seem so alien to the Anasazi, but from an eyeball’s view of the Earth perched on an extra-terrestrial star ship, all of humanity’s wonders disappear at the distance of our moon. We dig into the Earth and shape it, but if our planet were the size of a baseball, our civilization would be like an old signature, easily smudged.
The Anasazi tell a story of using resources to depletion, of changing climate and environmental conditions, of xenophobia and clinging to tradition beyond reason. When a 23 year drought checkmated their lives, a new life was forced into existence far from the works of generations. Can we learn from this? Should we? Is this a pattern repeated or a pattern broken?
Where is my place in this story? When I zoom in from space on my life and I marvel at our creations, how many assumptions have I made? How many things have I taken for granted? Can I choose to live for the future or will I stay on the comfortable path? Is it a choice between growth and uncertainty or stagnation and decay?
“Lost in a romance, wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane…
All the children, are insane…
Waiting for the summer rain…”
- Mr. Kedrowski